hate this

It just hit me during 7th period and bummed me out a bit.

Home is where you’re supposed to feel comfortable and safe. Home is supposed to be where you wanna be after a long and tiring day. But for me, I’m nervous and stressed when I’m at home. Whenever you’re home, I’m always afraid that you’ll yell at me, you always say i’m not good enough, i’m stupid, ugly and i’ll never achieve anything in my life, THEN WHY SHOULD I KEEP TRYING? I’m supposed to feel comfortable around you, but i’m not. You yell at me for everything, we can’t even see each other anymore without getting into fights. You yelled at me for carrying too many backpacks, for not sleeping by nine fucking thirty, for sitting on the floor in my room, for doing all my homework before i get home, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! I hate being at home when you’re there, lucky for me you rarely come home. I hate that we can’t stand each other, you’re my dad….

After our badminton game, on the bus, everyone was crazy depressed because we lost. Some people were crying, others were sleeping and some were just sitting there being sad….Meanwhile in my seat, me and my cousin just sang Disney songs the whole 40 minute ride back. lol

I’m lame.

Anonymous asked: "well at least one of them actually talks to me when hes over" escoooossss mee~ when i try to talk to you whenever i come over you're all like "hold up, i'm watching a movie" or "wait, my mustachey is talking to me via facetime" or "go talk to Chris instead of meh"

Oh okay then, I’m sorry. :c AND HES MY MOUSTACHESAURUS NOT MUSTACHEY! >:[

I did really bad during the first one because i just wasn’t in the mood and there were a bunch of obnoxious underclassmen standing outside booing and banging the doors every time i missed. .__. But we won all the other games by a lot :] Today was pretty fun.

Anonymous asked: oh and sorry about the Sky. i know it was a long time ago and we might have killed the sky. but yea can you make sure we never do that again, i had a really bad headache :( sorry

it’s okay?…